E de toda alma que me resta.
Tudo o que tem de se esperar.

Grandes surpresas, beijos e quimeras,
belas arvores, paisagens e o mar.

Tenho medo da imensidao de tudo,
das coisas, sentimentos e do pesar..

Haja forca, amor e esperanca..
Tem que ter algo por que lutar.

Amo a vida, pessoas, familia
amo querer tentar me expressar.

Poesia? Verdade? Bobagem?
O que quer que seja

AMO E VOU CONTINUAR.

Catching tear drops with my hand

It's Saturday nigh of a cold mid June in Auckland
I'm alone in a house near the city center,
there are mice surrounding me. They are everywhere.
I have tears in my eyes. I miss home, but where is home?
It's timne for me to create my own home.
It's time to grow up. All the good music in the world
will not be enough to keep me sane. It's a damn cold night
Another one away from him.
I'm alone in a house full of mice. I'm alone with my
own cold soul.
It's so close now. So close that I can almost taste it.
I'm alone with myself in an old empty house.

And all that I've left is all that i hide.

And so it is, just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me, most of the time.

There are so many songs to be sang
So many feelings to be described,
so many things, and exchanged glances,
and thoughts.

I think life has been showing me that
there is a way....that I can make it through
all the disbelief...

And i've promised to myself I'll be good and
make things work, and fight for it, for the first time.

I will, I've promised, and I've promised to someone
that needs someone to fight for him. I will,
till the end.

April fools
Yes I'm feeling a lot of a fool since April fools
There is something in the air, I don't know what.
Maybe is this horrible thing of mine that makes me
always wait for something amazing to happen, something that
is just around the next corner and it's ready to blow out my
mind and change everything.
But you know what? I think that in spite of all my efforts to keep things interesting life is just telling me off and making me bored.
Well, maybe I should just go back to Brazil and check
things out. Who knows? I could find something amazing
to work with and maybe things would look bright,
or maybe it's just a trap to something extremely boring.
Other than that I find myself in love with someone that
doesn't care about me, that is just not interested, that
says he loves me just to keep me close, but unfortunately
is not working, and it's said that once more I'll leave with
a broken heart.
Life is short...LIVE...LAUGH...LOVE!

And so it is.

April starting, heading to the end of firts semester of poor studies and
feeling very guilty about.
2010, a lot of things happened since that night at Hahei, where this hole
new year's resolution started and I have to say I still carry my NYR necklace
to keep on reminding me of what I'm willing to achieve.

Master of Design?

Well, it was just a silly idea that took over my hole life. All I can think about
is my project and how I'm going to come up with something so amazing and
innovative. Industrial designers should stick with projecting products or something like
that not just start exploring all the social interactions and environmental issues.

Well rather I get there or not, It's being a challenge.